KiNda SwEEt….

• we always want what we don’t have…
• sometimes we  feel that we are grown up…we just want to fly..
• what do u feel when you see your loved ones  name appear on your mobile
• we always dream about somebody who really loves you….sees what a mess you can be…how hard its to handle you..but still wants you in their life….
• people lie because they sound more better
• remember??how you give a look to your friend when you see someone attractive
• a million feelings..a thousand thoughts… hundreds of memories..all for the one you love
• you create scenarios in your head…that you wish would happen with you and your loved one..
• we fear rejection but want attention…
• feeling dramatic….you see you are the only one that i had ever dreamt of

BE HAPPY!!!

• Let it go..u cannot change it…forget the burdens of the past….just use it to make the future yours…..its easy to say something like this …..but its the only way 2 b happy
• Don’t live your life how other people want it to be…do what ever u want and be who ever you want to be…..personally this doesn’t apply to me ….coz i always have been ma parents favorite kid…!!!
• At times , we are placed at an edge….no matter how bad the situation is…always think positive….a bit complicated though…
• Care for the small things and ….big things will be the result….save a penny and the pounds will look after themselves…tough for people like me
• Become the best  you can get out from yourself and you ever wanted to be…learn and grow as a person
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• Build relationships….see the good in people…don’t avoid them for their silly mistakes….share your life with them….tell them all your secrets…. ssh!!!!…..its definitely gonna be safe..
• Set out to achieve something….the feeling of accomplishment is empowering…
• Don’t blame your mistakes on others…..don’t blame them when things doesn’t go according to the plan….accept what so ever it is…….and I’m quite opposite…:P
• Smile a lot…you will feel better n happy….
• Find your man….trustworthy….caring..passionate….who fills you up…..always with you….forever…a feeling of oneness…completeness…..and happiness is yours forever..

U KNOW???…………

One of the toughest things in life is deciding whether to walk away ……or try even harder!!!

Hardest thing…..thinking about….was i ever enough for u??

 

If u know me too well ….!! when i looked up at u and said i din’t love you….you should realize that the truth that i’m just running  away

Never give up the one you love…but what if they give u up??

What if the guy whom you loved secretly is in love has found his ‘ONE LOVE’ and tells you about that…would you dare to tell him that you love him??….would you ask who it was???……r will you silently bare the pain…thinking that it was you after all..

I want my man to fight for me…telling me that…he would rather be alone than being with some one else…

when you are truly and madly in love with a person…you can’t find reasons…coz love defies everything…if you fall in love because of her beauty…what happens when that beauty fades??…if you fall in love juz because someone makes you laugh…what happens when that person isn’t funny anymore??…what if you see his wealth…and now he is in debts??…you love someone because of his/her fame…what if that vanishes??

sometimes life scares you…..frays u all around…but some day you realize that you are a fighter…

just realize …what you want….what makes you happy….nd what others are expecting for you…and you are sure gonna have a colorful life…!!!

ADDICTION…!!

Now this is a common term in todays so called modern society….facebook??…
stay connected always!!!probably the most widely used one….and a very well known social networking site…people spend hours together….and excessive amount of time on it…..almost everyone are aware of this term…..and it has an increasing number of users everyday…..

comments…likes…status….profile pictures….requests…groups…..hours jus pass away unnoticed…..tasks being left uncompleted….ignore our surroundings…live life in an imaginary world…. going so far as to ignore our own family and real friends…..in the actual world….

recently i had a experience..i was lying on my bed …..preoccupied in commenting on my friends status ….my mother called me a several times…i dint respond in return…actually i was so immersed that i could hardly concentrate on what she’s speaking…a while later she came near me….BLAAM!!!BOOMM!!!….

addiction!!!!

This has been posing a serious problem and it seems to have many negative effects on a person’s life….

–>superficiality of friendships

–>isolation

–>loss of concentration

–>false relations

–>emotional involvement

–>unproductivity…

a clash between the online and real time relationships….at times may also tend to create problems between the real lifefriends…solution??…decrease the frequency of visits…..tough job!!!coz most of us are ADDICTED….

a coin has got 2 sides…similarly…its has also got its own advantages too….getting updated with the news more quickly….staying in contact with your buddies…

but yea one thing ….. maintaing a balance is quite necessary….

time heals everything….

Its been really long since i had updated something….I was quite busy with my semester xams….nd nw m  at my home….loving it so much..spending time with my close ones….aww!!m loving it…here i m…back again….

A strange curse of nature….heal they say…move on they say…grow over it,they say…but here they lie …hugging their knees…wishing they could pass way…cry away….wash away…

My grandpa once said…time heals all the wounds, except for the invisible ones…lying on my bed.. i was reminiscing about that…is dat true??….but i feel time heals everything….you can walk your road and ignore it…those scars present in your heart can be healed with the amount of time…..but i really dont know how far is this true….

people shut their selves behind the walls to keep away their pain…but they permit the mental torture..emotional torture..tears run down their cheeks…their heart gets frayed all around….torn all around…

pain!! pain!! everywhere…yet no solution to heal it….

some sit there with the knife at their wrist…hoping that this is the best way to get rid away of all the pain…begging to bleed…to release the pain…is this rit??

STOP!!! no…

Its hurts…it hurts more…ua close ones get hurt…but it cant heal….u cannot get rid of it…

you anyways cant rush back and expect any good to come in you way…hiding behind your walls isnt a solution…spending every moment fighting…screaming….shouting form inside …begging for it to end….there are different ways to heal different wounds….

you may cry…you may feel bitter rather worse…you may remember all those hateful words…heavy blows…but give some time for yourself…for your life…think about your best times….

time heals everything….

you can never heal it by hurting yourself…shutting yourself up …there is time for everything…a time to fight….you should realise that the worst has already happened…its done!!..but you are still breathing….realise..!!you have got your own life….you have to move on rather than staying in the past….

time heals everything….every scar….!!

a lovely chap of my life…..

As i sit here all alone.... close to my heart...recollecting 
all the memories of my past 3 years....my heart twinged with happiness
........it just pounded with joy..when i remembered you..i wondered
how this sweet blossom entered my life....without my consent and filled
my life with sweet fragrance.....

when i leafed through those memories....i could feel the joy from within
she is and will continue to be the most beautiful chapter of my life... 
the chapter which is one of the best and the loveliest one.....
going through this wing,i was reminisced of all the fond memories
with her in my life...the sweetest,the best and the lively
memories in my heart...just lovely and unforgetable...her smile
her laugh,the way she gets excited,the way she carries herself
the way she takes care of me,her sweet gestures,her love,
..evrything of her's is really really special....she was the 
beautiful dream that came true....she none other
but my little miss....


on this special day of yours here's i m to wish you a very happy
birthday....
you are the one who

...filled my life with wonderful colours which will never fade away
...is the pillar of strength at all the good times as well as my bad time
...the serene like the deep blue sea..
...the coolbreeze that filled me out with happiness..
... the most wonderful person that i had met in my life

i guess you are 'THE BEST ONE THAT I COULD EVER ASK FOR'....

i can never forget the days that i had spent with u..our silly arguments
... our gossips..our fights....evrything viggi...i just love the 
way you are.....i just lack words to express my feelings.....
 u make me strong...you make me laugh from within....u support me when i 
m in need....the best thing that i love is the way u scold me...
i could sense a feeling of love in that....i wonder how my life would be 
without you....u r such a lovable and a precious 1 that i can ever wish 4.
thankyou so much for all the priceless memories and for ua endless love...
u are always my sweetheart and will continue to be
regardless of the number of bdays u celebrate
i luv u viggi
i luv u so much....

ALWAYS + TOGETHER + FOREVER...

 

I LOVE YOU ALL…..

watch the leaves that blow across the playground…a toy lies abandoned across the sandbox…somewhere long ago ,a little girl cried over it…..the see-saw rests and the swing creaks slowly….the wind whispers softly…it carries the voices of the children once played here……slowly and slowly everything just drifted away…its wasn’t the same anymore……these are my days of the past……they just  reminisced me of the heartful laughs ,giggles and shrieks…..though years had passed away yet those memories can never be faded away……through all these years i had done a lot….a lot….i have  hurted a lot many people ….at the same time people hurted and hated me too…..i had broken my best buddy’s trust…..infact not just once….i had lied many a times….. i had a crush on my buddy’s bf…long ago:P…i had bitched about many people whom i hated to the core……i pretended many a times….hypocrite !!and people came to know about that… disgusting!!!!..cared a lot for the people whom i love and i have a few whom i consider to be precious……i even thought of breaking a few relationships and at the same time tired real hard to maintain a few……my best buddies betrayed me yet still tried to remain passive ….my heart’s broken many a times …..i had been rude to few…..and cloying sweet to many……i thought that i fell in love…at times i had to consider a few though i personally din’t want to …i hated many….i had been insane at times too…..i had tried hard  to maintain  distance with a  few people and i failed …….i had been helpful …….some people consider me as  childish,lovely and innocent…and also a  perfect mate to accompany with ..and a few consider me arrogant,haughty and stubborn …..these acts of mine made me lose a few privileged  …and at the same time gained  many…..happy for that~smiles~…..at times i wonder y do i have problems with the people whom i consider them to be so close ….may be the only reason is that i love them too much….i may say it often enough and i may have  not shown it  enough….but i truly deep inside the heart there are few words hidden for them  which i may not have expressed well…..what so ever it may be ….whether i m rude ,haughty,sweet ,loving,arrogant or saccharine…..i always have people around me all the time to lend a shoulder for me at times of need ……to extend my laughs…..to make me feel special …..like a princess….always….~blush~…..and these people are always valued and are always special and ……..are treasured……always…….though i barely mention…….i m really glad that i have got such wonderful pals…… possibly these are the most amazing people that i had ever known……i guess i could write pages about each of  them and i bet i would not ever be close to done….they just sweep me away…make me dance through tragic times…brings the best out of me….i just want to lock them up  …so that they can stay with me forever…i have got so much admiration for these people that i cant express them …….they just take care of me like a baby….i just feel privileged that i have been with them all these years……they just made me strongly believe that they are with me always no matter how far they are.. or… will they be…..the best part of my buddies is that they give it to me all straight….no matter what……at times i wonder how these people manage to be cool with my mood swings and tantrums….they just love me the way i am……

i just  feel blessed…..and now i realize a fact…when i have  people like these around me  ,i don’t have time to speak nor think  about the haters….

thanks to all of you …..this is to all of them who made me feel special….i just wanted to say that u people always have a special place in my heart and mind ……and will continue to do so regardless of the number of years that may pass by….thankyou all once again for all the wonderful memories…for all the beautiful friendship and more to come along…..

i love you all…….. i just love u all….u all made my journey worth a ride…….

seasons may come and seasons may go…one day sun and the other day snow…..flowers die and flowers bloom…..but friendship is never ending…..you can’t just kill it with some silly reasons or sum silly stuff…..coz it always finds a place to hide…inside your heart for your whole life…..its just never ending……memories cannot be erased…..love for each other cannot be faded away…… ~ anonymous~

HAPPIEE FRIENDSHIP DAY!!!!!!~IN ADVANCE~

happiee bday resh…..!!!!

To my dear puppie …

firstly,MANY MANY HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY!!!….i just wanna say this by giving you a tight hug…..but m not beside you and i regret for that…very badly….m missing you….this is just for you on your special day on behalf of me….don’t worry this is not your gift:P…..a few things which will remind you on how valued you are…

It was a pleasant day,drizzling all around…i was sitting in a car right beside my papa..i was holding his hand tight,assuring myself with a great sense of relief..i felt quite protected and secured when i am with him…but still there was some fear deep across my heart ,a fear to lose something ,a fear to live alone…still a small smile on his face made me forget everything …..i was peeping out through the window..i was startled by the beauty of the nature…greenery all around and the deep blue sea added to it…its was a wonderful view …i was totally excited and was astonished by looking at  the college in which i am going to study for a complete period of four years…i had endless dreams and endless prayers …right away we went to the girls hostel for getting an admission into it….i was still beside my papa holding his hands…i knew that few of my intermediate college mates got admitted into this but still they are just a mere acquaintance at that time….i just din’t realize … how valuable they are gonna turn out to be….later , i met everyone and spoke with them….i found everyone to be very cool and friendly…….but there’s someone who turned out to be really really special…who just assured me with a sense of warmth …that… ‘everything is gonna be k when we are  with you’….you told this to me resh on the first day when we meet in the college….i don’t know whether u remember about it or not ….after hearing that i was filled with a  sense of relief…. i still remember how be meet and what was our first conversation….though they are silly….yet memorable….they reminisce me of our childhood memories….hope u still have my autograph…:P:P….you know resh …i still can’t figure out the reason ….on how we became close in a very short span….our silly conversations…our stupid fights….our thoughtful plans to make ourselves entertained…..esp. one with the phone:P..sssshhhhh!!!!…your sweet smile…your innocent looks…your childish behavior….your mood swings…you being very emotional and sentimental…..mad too…at times:P:P..you have  become my source of happiness …..i just m really not able to express…how valuable you have turned out to be …m gonna miss all the fun that we had together after our engg…..all the stuff we just to speak about..esp. WE…:D…..though we are gonna stay in touch …still i cant just sit beside you….and gossip about things like we do now….or running behind each other for silly things …i will miss your presence…you are one of my buddy on whom i can always rely upon…..i remember you saying..”i really don’t know how to console people when they need me”…you really were  very innocent at that time…..just like a baby…:)…but you what resh…your presence is more than enough….when am wit you…i just feel like am at home…..thank you  for all the love…you are just like the blossom in the garden of my life who always stood beside me at times of happiness and strife ….i sometimes wonder …how my three years of my life has passed away so soon….~smiles~….

thank you for being so sweet and lovely….you are always special ..regardless of the number of birthdays you celebrate…….happy b day ….once again… ~hugs~

love you!!!!

sindhu…

eye for an eye???….

I was drum struck when I came across this….a women was blinded when a man threw acid on her face …the reason behind this disgraceful act was …she rejected him…but surprisingly the court of Iran has given her the permission to take a revenge on her attacker…she can inject acid into his eyes….around twenty drops in each eye…. what do u think that the women should do???should she inject acid into his eyes???

SO HARD….

Its just so hard to keep our heads above water when the waves come crashing ….all around you feel the dark clouds filling us up…the sweet blossoms that filled up once are being withered now….the deep blue sea turning out to be a storm……after a few days it feels so hard to continue and we just want to give up an drown….its easy to feel alone in this entire world…invisible to each others eyes….feeling as nobody cares…nd wondering if anybody could hear our cries..consider ourselves to be anonymous and even  freaks….yet still everybody are unique in their own way …many of us may have felt like this…. at times…..

its  too  hard…abandoned…dejected…alone…and  these waves lead us further into dirt…. and at times we may be sweeped deep down….but still…its time that we realize that its not only me…but many others…..nd time to just open our eyes..look at the reality….and put on all the efforts to reach the shore….